the wolf stalked his prey
and was so intent upon his prize
that he did not stop to ask himself


what if little red riding hood
had fangs of her own?









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profile of eleanore portelaine

mature, dark, and horror themes ahead

 

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name

Eleanore Portelaine




aliases

Elle, Dr. Portelaine




race

Hyur, Midlander




height

Five fulm, six ilm.




age

Late Twenties



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nationality

Gridanian




languages

Common, Ishgardian




occupation

Physician & Trauma Surgeon




build

Soft, Petite, Unimposing.




morality

Lawful Good



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gender

Female




orientation

Pansexual, demiromantic.




marital status

Single




voice

Sweet, Warm, Exciteable.




playlists

little red || the wolf



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out of suffering emerge the strongest souls,

and the most resilient are seared with scars

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manner of dress


Elle's wardrobe tends towards the simple, elegant, and feminine, comprising mostly of dresses and skirts with a typical palette of black, white, and reds. In a professional setting, she errs toward the practical: slacks, aprons, dark clothing.

She also relishes any chance she gets that warrants getting dressed up. These special occasions are few and far between, but greatly enjoyed.


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notable features


Her nails are kept neatly manicured, typically almond shaped, medium length and ending in fine, sharp points.

For someone whose manner is genuinely kind and warm, the intensity and sharpness of her gaze can be unnerving.

She also enjoys perfumes and cosmetics. It is rare to see her without some manner of maquillage adorning her face or sweet scent following.

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if you don’t see a clear path for what you want,

sometimes you have to make it yourself.

rumors


✰✰ -- These are commonly heard and easily linked back to Eleanore.

★★-- These rumors are more rare, but still easy to overhear in certain circles or situations.

★★★ -- These rumors are very rare and/or difficult to trace back to Eleanore. Please ASK before using!
 

✰✰

"Dr. Portelaine? Aye, I know her! Just last week, I fell sick somethin' fierce and went to her clinic. Didn't ask for the first gil an' even sent me home with medicine. I was feelin' right as rain in no time!"

                                           -- Lively Laborer




"She comes to my shop at least once each week, looking for new books. Adventure stories and romances, mostly. But to be frank, I'm running out of titles to recommend to her. She blazes through them faster than I can get in new stock.."

                               -- Bewildered Bookseller

★★

"Went to see her after I tore myself up making a quick exit through a broken window.. Doc insisted on a blood sample before she'd stitch me up - for testing, she said. No bleedin' idea what exactly she was testing for, but whatever it was.. guess I passed."

                                          -- Bruised Burglar



"Crossed paths with her once in the middle o' the night when I was stumblin' home piss-drunk from the tavern. Tried tae convince 'er to let me walk her home since the midnight alleys ain't no place for a lady, but she insisted that she had important work tae do.."

                                       -- Dutiful Drunkard

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"We never saw much of Eleanore as a child. She'd occasionally join her parents when they'd visit. She'd always stick closer than their shadow and be twice as silent. It's a shame that it took her parents' passing for her to come out of her shell.."

                                           -- Elderly Elezen



"The once lively hamlet of Briar Glen was another casualty of the Calamity. Though spared the worst of the devastation, a spate of unsolved missing persons cases that befell the village in the ensuing weeks put residents on edge. With the Twin Adders spread thin and no aid nor resolution in sight, many chose to leave for seemingly safer locales. Within a year, the hamlet had become naught but a ghost town with only the most dedicated of habitants remaining."

                                       -- Hyuran Historian

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Amongst those who come to know her in the day-to-day, Eleanore has cultivated a reputation for being a kind, gentle soul with nigh boundless generosity.

She's dedicated her life to healing the injured and ailing. Portelaine Clinic was founded for the express purpose of caring for those whose needs outweigh their coinpurse. With patients charged only what gil they can spare - which for many is none at all - that profitless venture should have failed long ago..

But somehow, some way.. the determined doctor has kept the doors open despite her ever-growing roster of patients. It's a feat that confounds even the most seasoned businessmen. So too does it invite questioning, though Elle is loathe to part with her trade secrets.



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However, Eleanore's congeniality is not solely reserved for her dear patients. It's freely shared with any who will accept it - and most who won't, besides.

From the friendly conversations struck with the traders who sell her supplies to a kindly hand offered freely to jaded strangers mistrustful of its intent, the gregarious and patient nature of the young doctor is readily evident.

So, too, is her insatiable curiosity. Elle frequently passes her free time where far-flung travelers are known to gather. Those who humor her will be peppered with a flurry of eager questions. That she only rarely travels past the city gates is clear; moreso, it often gives the impression of a sheltered life that's left her lusting after the world's wonders.



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kindness is not weakness nor fear,

but a sign of strength and resolution.

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That isn't to say that the sweet surgeon's personality is wholly lacking in spice. While the dips in her mood from sanguine to sour are few and far between, certain types and situations do get to see a very different side to Eleanore arising.

Those who make the mistake of treating the vulnerable and undeserving poorly within her notice often find themselves targets of her rare ire. She has little qualm with raking such sorts over the coals or delivering a hefty dose of shame upon them.

Do her methods tend to make them see reason and change their ways? Rarely. In a city as bloated with rot as Ul'dah, she's not fool enough to think a particularly harsh word is enough to change a person.

It does, however, usually redirect their attention to her and allows those she intercedes on behalf of to make an exit.



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Given her clear distaste for those who seek to take advantage and abuse, one might assume that Eleanore intentionally avoids them wherever possible. However, that's only partially true.

She doesn't go out of her way to be social or cordial with these sorts. At least, not without her own ulterior motives. So what does she seek from them? Coin.

It might ring hypocritical to some ears, but the same clinic that offers charity to those in need by day also serves a far rougher clientele by night. Between her skills and reputation for discretion, she's become the pocket surgeon of a number of thugs, criminals, and other unsavories.

Unlike the former, however, she charges these patients extra. Her bedside manner is also far removed: cutting as sharp as her scalpel with twice the precision and an icy confidence that often commands respect even from hardened cutthroats.



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the scariest monsters are human beings,

what violence we will do to one another.

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cold  
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  extroverted
  warm
  generous
  open-minded
  playful
  emotional
  hedonistic
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strengths


Genuinely kind and compassionate.

Generous to a fault with both her time and coin.

Tends towards optimism and finding the silver lining of any bad situation.

Extremely well-read and highly educated.

Medical and surgical expertise with basic knowledge of medicinal alchemy.

Dedicated to her work - both in the clinic and otherwise..

Extensive knowledge of the Void & Mhach, though rarely disclosed.
 

flaws


Always put others' needs and wants before her own.

Prone to overworking herself to exhaustion.

Relative lack of worldly experience.

Can sometimes be a bit too trusting of others.

Very dishonest, if not reluctantly manipulative, when it comes to keeping her secrets.

Longs for emotional intimacy and acceptance to the point of being terrified of rejection/abandonment.

Technically a serial killer. (No one's perfect...)

likes


Reading, especially cheesy, steamy romances and tales of adventure.

Sweets of any and all kinds, but strawberry shortcake is her top weakness.

Baking.

Feeling useful and helpful to others.

Having new experiences, visiting new places, and meeting new people.

Travel, though it's rather rare she gets the chance.

Children and animals.

Touch and affection.

dislikes


Those who are cruel to or inflict harm upon the undeserving.

Being idle, but also being overwhelmingly busy.

Unnecessarily rude, aggressive personalities.

Bloodsport, particularly that which regularly results in serious injury/death.

Closeminded, prejudiced, and bigoted individuals.

Being alone for any extended length of time.

Feeling helpless, particularly in regards to helping others.


 

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chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

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thirties

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she/her

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shadows cast by brightest light


Over the handful of years since arriving in Ul'dah, many have found themselves questioning whether Eleanore's giving nature is naught more than an expertly crafted mask to conceal far darker deeds and ambitions.

After all, if her love and care for the downtrodden and her desire to help them are genuine, how are they ever to be reconciled with her willingness to mend and return to the streets those that would prey upon them?

Eleanore is much more than aware of the questions others have of her intentions. After all, she herself has grappled with them - and the ensuing doubt and guilt - time and time again.

Those answers, however, are never to be found in simple black and white. Rather, they linger in the endless shades of gray borne where Light meets Dark.

To know her story and her nature is to take one step closer to understanding exactly what it is that drives her.

Yet both are secrets that Eleanore holds tight to her chest. After all, most are not wont to look kindly upon a Nightkin - one who has pact-bound themselves to a Voidsent patron and sustains themselves by feeding on the aether of man.

So, one could call her a wolf in sheep's clothing.. but it isn't the unwitting flock she seeks to devour.

The only quarry this hunter hungers for are fellow wolves.



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a conjunction of mind and body


Eleanore hadn't even seen her tenth summer when she was placed at the heart of a dark ritual. Her body meant to serve as a vessel for the creature the summoners sought to pull through the rift. Her aether meant to nourish it.

The summoners had intended on little more than a trial run, to coax out an imp or some other weak and easily controlled creature. Yet what they had summoned forth defied conventional wisdom regarding the Void's denizens.

Once placed within its intended vessel, this Voidsent - Lachesis - declined the aether that it had been offered. For whatever inscrutable reason, it chose instead to exist alongside the terrified child rather than greedily devour her.

Naturally, a creature this unique - and potentially powerful - inspired further study. What was to be cast away as worthless had become a priceless test subject to be nurtured and studied.

Surprisingly, Eleanore took quite well to her new corporeal cohabitant.. after the initial fear and confusion passed, of course. Lachesis would quickly become her much needed lifeline during the many long years of isolation, cruelty, and horrors that followed.

So too was Lachesis content to be Eleanore's guardian, providing comfort and protection whenever she came too close to breaking.

And once their strength had returned, so too would they be Eleanore's savior.



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sometimes the world doesn’t need another hero,

sometimes what it truly needs is a monster.

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freedom won, but bound by blood


Everything has a price, and the cost Eleanore paid for freedom from her captors and the returned independence of her mind and body was steep..

Yet for a chance to live the life that had been stolen from her by the Portelaines, no cost was too high.

Lachesis was able to extricate the two of them by way of magicks to pluck their ward's soul from her own body, leaving behind only the Voidsent themselves.

However, souls without bodies to house them are ever wont to wander back from whence they came. To keep Eleanore's from doing the very same, a deal had been struck. A pact that would break the Lifestream's claim to her soul, bestowing it instead upon Lachesis as her Patron.

At last, through spellwork borne of the union between magicks of Mhach and the Thirteenth, Elle's bound-but-adrift soul was then placed within a conjured, false body wrought by complexly woven corporeal aether drawn from the living.. which her tormentors kindly provided.

In so choosing to bind herself, Eleanore at last found her freedom. But that which she has been gifted is not without caveat, for her false body must continue to be maintained with regular infusions of aether - and not just any will suffice.

That which she requires is that which she herself had to sacrifice in order to consign her soul, and it must be drawn from flesh while the heart yet beats.

The lifeblood of her fellow man.



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pact of the sanguine arbiter


While the bargain Eleanore struck with Lachesis was perhaps no less Faustian in nature, it differs quite markedly from the average Voidpact.

Unlike most Voidsent who allow mortal men to borrow their strength, Lachesis asks very little in turn. They do not demand that she tithes any of the aether she gathers unto them. Nor do they ask her to carry out any of their dark designs or ambitions.

Rather, theirs is but a single command:

"Visit no harm upon the undeserving . .
      . . but death upon the irredeemable."


Though Eleanore finds little pleasure in carrying it out, she is firmly devoted to her duty nevertheless.

However, it is less so the desire to pass judgment and mete out vengeance upon the impenitent that drives her; moreso, it's her desire to protect those innocents who might yet be spared their cruelty.

It is for those innocents that Eleanore stalks the midnight streets, proffering herself as would-be prey in those places where the foulest hearts and blackest souls are known to hunt.

Murderers, slavers, ravagers, marauders. Few savage beasts as these can restrain themselves whenever a tantalizing lamb is offered up on silver platter.

But in the end, as fiendish claws rend flesh and ravenous fangs open their throats, they will finally know the bitter taste of the rotten fruits they have sown.



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that which she desires above all is peace,

but there are times where blood must be spilled.

the wolf beneath the red hood

By calling upon her pact with Lachesis, Eleanore is able to undergo a minor physical transformation that better enables her to hunt her quarry. Depending upon how deeply she draws from it, the changes can vary from merely fangs to full transfiguration.

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a pact scribed in flesh

In this state, Eleanore's false body takes on an appearance closer to that of her true body.

This includes the spellwork once carved into her own flesh to form her pact with Lachesis. A bastardized amalgamation of archaic runes and complex geometries borne of the arcane union between Mhach and the Void.

This scarification spans across Eleanore's body, save only for her face. Its main components are centralized on her chest, back, and palms. Their margins are surprisingly neat for scars, to the point where a glance at a distance might instead suggest they were designs instead of ink rather than old, raised wounds.


suffused in darkness

The prolonged exposure of her actual body to Lachesis' deeply Darkness-steeped aether has also resulted in other physical changes.

Perhaps the starkest example of this change is found in her limbs, which appear as if dipped in ink that gradually fades the higher the eye rises. Only the ritual scars interrupt the black, raised and red.

The whites of her eyes become as pitch, against which the crimson of her eyes almost seems set alight with bestial constricted pupils. Around those eyes and across her cheeks and temples rise thin black veins that spiderweb across her skin like cracks in porcelain.

Last, but certainly not least, are her weapons. At the end of Eleanore's fingertips lie wicked talons, ilms long and fine as a sharp blade. Canine teeth likewise elongate into pointed fangs, able to sink into her victims' necks with near surgical precision.. or viciously tear open their throats.





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no slave to starvation

It is common knowledge that what often makes Voidsent and those whom have been tainted by their hand so very dangerous is their intense hunger for aether. An ache that can only be sated for a time, but never quelled.

In this, Eleanore is no exception. Just like any other Nightkin, she feels its constant gnawing. Yet her hunger is not her master; rather, it is a beast that stands obediently at her heel.

That hard-earned control was forged by years of exposure, tempered by her strength of will, and reinforced by the boon of her Patron.

While she can ignore its pangs, Eleanore must still feed. Her false body requires regular tithes of living, corporeal aether to maintain itself. If denied, she will grow steadily weaker until her false body fades, leaving the spell to shepherd her soul back to that which claims it.


ambush predator

Despite its monstrousness, this form actually does NOT grant Eleanore any significant boost to her physical strength, speed, nor endurance. She remains physically on par with a normal person of her stature and physical condition.

Without a supernatural physical advantage, she instead hunts by way of ambush. Most targets are stalked for days to learn their habits and routines before the huntress sets her trap, offering herself as bait to lure them out.

Once her quarry makes its move on her, she is quick to turn the tables. Often they do not have time to properly realize their error before Eleanore's claws are opening their bellies and her fangs are ripping into their arteries.

As ruthless as the springing of the trap may be, however, Eleanore isn't one to play with her food. So long as complications do not arise, her hunts are often over as quickly as they began.


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All was either created by me, for me, and/or used with permission of its creator.

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short stories

 



 

title


A brief description of the short story's content goes here.


   Content warning.


PLACEHOLDER



 



 

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These are not standalone hooks, but meant to offer some insight on where Elle can often be found.

ul'dah and thanalan


Ul'dah is by far the most common place one would encounter Eleanore. It's where she currently lives and works, and it isn't terribly often that she manages to wander much past its walls. However, she does also make somewhat regular trips out into the various settlements of Thanalan, particularly closer ones like Blackbrush Station and the Silver Bazaar.

Some basic ideas of what Eleanore might be up to when encountered in Ul'dah or Thanalan include..

   Seeing and treating patients either at her clinic, by making house calls, or street outreach.
   Perusing the markets and the Alchemist's Guild to restock her supplies.
   Traveling on the main roads on her way to or from a call out to one of the outer settlements.
   Stalking the shadowy, seedy streets and back alleyways alone at night.
   People-watching or enjoying a drink at the Quicksand. **
       ** I'm not looking for idle chit-chat RP, so let's only use this as a jump-off point to move elsewhere!

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

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thirties

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These are not standalone hooks, but meant to offer some insight on where Elle can often be found.

gridania and the black shroud


While she's found here far less frequently than Ul'dah, Eleanore comes from a small, nigh abandoned hamlet by the name of Briar Glen in the far northwestern reaches of the Black Shroud, less than a day's ride from the Coerthan border. As such, she makes trips homes at least a couple of times a year, or when she's called upon by one of the settlements she makes her rounds through during those trips.

Some basic ideas of what Eleanore might be up to when encountered in Gridania or the Shroud include..

   Visiting patients in Gridania and making house calls in the Lavender Beds.
   Traveling through the Black Shroud on her way to or from Briar Glen.
   Stopping to gather herbs for medicines... or to just pick some pretty flowers.
   Walking the woods or roads alone at night, particularly in areas known for violent bandit activity.

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These are not standalone hooks, but meant to offer some insight on where Elle can often be found.

limsa lominsa and vylbrand


This is by far the least common of the three main city-states of Greater Eorzea in which Eleanore could be found. Mostly, she'll only venture that way if she's called upon for her services. It's even rarer that she makes trips outside of the city itself.


ishgard and coerthas


This is becoming a more frequent place to find Eleanore, typically either wandering Ishgard proper while visiting friends or in settlements closer to the Gridanian border near her old home.


elsewhere in eorzea


It's rare that you'd naturally find Eleanore in places like Dravania, Sharlayan, or Ala Mhigo. It's not to say that it's completely impossible, though!

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These are not standalone hooks, but meant to offer some insight on where Elle can often be found.

wider world


In having her soul's connection to the Lifestream blocked, so too has Eleanore's ability to utilize travel by Aetheryte been severed. This adds to her already significant reticence to travel very far from the clinic and the patients who need her, as any such long distances will have to be traveled the old-fashioned way.

Therefore, Eleanore will most likely not be casually found roaming the streets of Radz-at-Han, Kugane, or any other locations beyond the continent of Aldenard.

Again, that isn't to say it's totally impossible! However, this would be reserved for those interactions that are meant to be in more depth, plot-driven, and long term rather than casual chats at the bar.

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's 'normal' everyday life and business dealings by daylight.

charitable clinician


Eleanore spends most of her days hard at work offering medical services to Ul'dah's residents and visitors. She owns Portelaine Clinic, located in the fringes of the city proper in a working class part of town.

Over the handful of years her clinic has been in operation, it's developed a reputation amongst the locals as the place to go when one is needing help when their pockets are light. Patients are only ever charged as much as they can spare; for many, that's nothing at all.

Many of the city's elite and other, more profit motivated healers and alchemists might look upon the clinic and its charitable owner with condescension, contempt, or suspicion; however, for those whom it was built to serve, it brings comfort and healing to those whom the coin-driven city often leaves behind.

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's 'normal' everyday life and business dealings by daylight.

inspiring investment


Unfortunately, Eleanore has yet to find one of those fabled trees upon which money sprouts. Which is truly a shame, considering that a charitable clinic of her own's size and scale tends to generate a great deal of expenses while bringing in very little coin.

While she has certain.. other means of bringing in revenue, Elle does make an honest attempt at keeping as much of her business above-board as possible. To that end, she's no stranger to meeting with the city's affluent and influential to plead her case for donations of coin or goods.

However, in a city where profit is religion, it's often hard to find honest merchants, artisans, and nobles willing to open their purses for nothing in exchange beyond warm, fuzzy feelings.

As such, Eleanore sometimes turns to more unsavory business concerns and operations when coin is too tight for comfort. These benefactors, at least, she can offer something in return..

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's 'normal' everyday life and business dealings by daylight.

defending the destitute


In most situations in which one would happen upon Eleanore, they'll find her disposition sunny and sweet as sugar. However, whenever it comes to someone vulnerable being harmed or otherwise preyed upon by another, that's when her claws come out.

Figuratively speaking, anyway. At least during the daytime.

She might be the least physically threatening force to ever descend upon the brutes and bullies of Ul'dah, but she has a sharpness of tongue and coldness of manner when doing so that oftentimes catches them off guard - or at least shifts their ire onto herself instead of their would-be victim. Her inability to stand by idly has gotten her into trouble no few times; however, she's never regretted doing the right thing.

It isn't merely street thugs that might find her in their faces, however. Treating many of the city's lowest class, she's often told of abuses suffered at the hands of employers, lenders, traders, even Brass Blades..

The worst of such offenders might find themselves being visited by night; however, those whose offenses don't rise to quite such a level often instead find her angrily knocking on their doors come morning to talk improved working conditions, negotiation of more reasonable terms, or the lifting of false charges.

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's off-the-record dealings with more unsavory elements and criminals, particularly her 'after hours' clinic.

clandestine chirurgeon


Making ends meet when you're not charging the lion's share of your clientele can be tricky. However, Eleanore has adopted a less-than-legal secondary stream of revenue to help offset the hemorrhaging.

Of an evening, Portelaine Clinic serves a different kind of clientele: criminals. Mostly, she tries to limit these clients to non-violent offenders.. or minimally violent, at least. Yet not always does she get much of a say in the matter. When a murderous madman shows up at your door demanding to be stitched up, only a madwoman with a death wish turns them away.

Regardless, Elle's sweet, kindly bedside manner is saved only for her daytime clients. Those who come by night see a much more shrewd, sharp-tongued chirurgeon. So, too, is any modicum of charity gone. They'll be receiving a bill; a handsome one at that, though not unreasonable given her exceptional surgical skill and proven track record for discretion.

There is always danger inherent in serving such a vicious lot, though. Doubly so when those in her care are often under some sort of influence, used to getting their way, and in severe pain. Yet the doctor doesn't scare easily. She'll let them seethe and spit curses and threaten her while holding a cold, intense, if not eerie silence. Then, she will calmly remind them:

She didn't cultivate her reputation by merely treating pickpockets and burglars.. and those clients don't appreciate when their pocket surgeon is threatened.

Is it a bluff? Maybe, maybe not.. But often times, the threat mixed with that frigid, unwavering glare is enough to get them to reconsider making any hasty, foolish decisions.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

she/her

timezone

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's off-the-record dealings with more unsavory elements and criminals, particularly her 'after hours' clinic.

shopping for secrets


Though Eleanore's sterling reputation makes it clear that she's not in the business of selling secrets, that isn't to say that she's not in the business of buying them.

When you have a diet so precisely exacting as her own, not just any thief or swindler will do for dinner. So, she often has to do some additional homework to source proper meals when what she's able to gather from the news and from what her evening clientele lets slip doesn't generate any leads.

To that end, information brokers might see Eleanore with some frequency. It might raise some eyebrows, to have the kindly doctor asking after details of any particularly violent crimes taking place. Yet she always insists that her asking is at a client's request and, as such, she's not at liberty to share any details..

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's off-the-record dealings with more unsavory elements and criminals, particularly her 'after hours' clinic.

inviting investigation


For an upstanding, much-beloved doctor by day, there are certainly a lot of different folks who might take a particular interest in her comings and goings.

Perhaps most obviously is her clandestine chirurgical practice. Though she goes to great pains to keep it as discreet as possible, mistakes happen. Sometimes someone's just at the right place at the wrong time.From there, questions can add up quickly.

It's no big secret, of course, that Eleanore infrequently charges her clients. That she's managed to stay afloat - and even grow - her clinic has confounded no few seasoned businessmen. There are rumors, naturally, but surely not.. The doctor is kind and only wishes to help, so it'd make no sense.. would it?

There's also her curious curiosities. When you pursue as many sordid lines of inquiry as Eleanore does, it's only a matter of time before your secrets get sold.. perhaps even to the very one she's been asking about, or to someone simply trying to make sense of her financial oliphant in the room.

Lastly, but certainly not least, would be the inexplicable disappearances that happen every few months with some semblance of regularity. The missing, though, are those whose absence is more likely to be a relief than mourned. Those for whom a lifetime in the gaols would simply be too lenient a punishment.

Curiously, though, no one's ever found a body.. but occasionally, someone does stumble into a back alley to find a truly horrific amount of blood spilled by someone - no, something - long since gone.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

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timezone

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's hunting of irredeemable souls as a Nightkin and other such matters related to the Void, Voidsent, and her own unique nature.

sanguinary stalker


Once again, the time comes for Eleanore to secure herself a feast of aether to rejuvenate that spellwork which binds her displaced soul to false body.

Her hunts are not hasty affairs, however. Hunting purely by ambush, being rushed to act often only leads to a bloody failure and empty belly. Rather, Eleanore has often pursued her would-be prey for weeks, if not months before she ever makes a move.

First, she has to be certain that theirs is a soul irredeemable. Only upon confirmation does she then study them more closely. Their habits and routines, where they travel and their favored routes, who accompanies them, and - most importantly - what is most likely to tempt them into taking her bait..

At last, once all is in place, the nightstalker will set her trap and place herself as bait.

Ideally, the perfect hunt is over within seconds. She wheels on her quarry in a flurry of claw and fang meant to inflict as much trauma as quickly as possible. Once she's devoured every last drop of corporeal aether, naught of the body is left but ash and blood. But the huntress is long gone before any unfortunate drunkard stumbles into the scene.

Of course, no ambush predator is ever 100% successful. No amount of careful planning can account for the unaccountable. A change in routine, an unexpected onlooker, even prey that has become aware of its hunter and has set a trap of their own..

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's hunting of irredeemable souls as a Nightkin and other such matters related to the Void, Voidsent, and her own unique nature.

hunting the huntress


Eleanore is not the only one who stalks the night in search of monsters to slay. Unfortunately for her, though, these hunters are after her - or at least, others like and akin to her.

Voidsent hunters are, naturally, of great concern to Eleanore. She will go out of her way to avoid them if at all possible and redirect them off her trail when it isn't. The most intrepid inquirers whom cannot be shaken are instead watched closely and carefully questioned in kind.

If it's oath or duty that guides their blades, they might be more amenable to an appeal to their humanity. Those who are fueled by anger and revenge are much more difficult to convince.. and dangerous. Elle perhaps understands better than most how seductive rage fueled by pain can be and the horrid things it tempts a person to do in its name.

However, those who are open to giving her a chance to prove her good intentions will find in Eleanore an excellent ally. It's never a bad idea to have a skilled doctor in one's pocket when fighting against aether-hungry interlopers. Doubly so when said healer controls access to a magically warded manor in the Shroud filled to the brim with books and artifacts related to the Void and Mhach.

And if they sufficiently earn her trust in turn..? She might eventually be willing to introduce said Voidhunter to her Patron - a Voidsent even more peculiar of nature than their Nightkin protégé.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's hunting of irredeemable souls as a Nightkin and other such matters related to the Void, Voidsent, and her own unique nature.

meeting of monsters


Voidsent and those touched by their influence are not wont to seek out the company of their fellows purely out of brotherly sentiment. No, often times such interaction is driven by something one party or the other wants.

In this, perhaps, Eleanore is not wholly dissimilar. She doesn't go out of her way to seek those originating from or touched by the Void's corrupting influence. So too would be be deeply mistrustful of any that seek her out in kind, having been given no few warnings by Lachesis of their kind's penchant for duplicity and carefully crafted deceits.

However, it's difficult for Eleanore to deny her true nature: curiosity. If an opportunity arose to meet and learn about those in similar situations to her own, she would find it nigh impossible to walk away like she knows she probably should..

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's hunting of irredeemable souls as a Nightkin and other such matters related to the Void, Voidsent, and her own unique nature.

studying the shadows


It isn't only Voidhunters that might take a keen interest in a Nightkin, though.. and because of her own sordid past experiences, Elle is far more wary of those that court the monsters rather than hunt them.

They go by many different titles: mages and occultists, scholars and researchers, voidmages.So too are their origins and motivations similarly diverse. However, one thing they all have in common with their fellows? They all will have Eleanore's immediate mistrust.

Perhaps if they seem otherwise well-meaning, she might attempt an earnest plea for them to reconsider the ever-corrupting path they walk down and warn them of that only horrors lie at its end.

But if they will not be dissuaded and cannot win her over with argument or - far worse - if it is personal power that they seek to gain.. then to save the next scared little girl that might find themselves sacrificed for their ambitions, Elle will be that which none were for her: cruelty's swift and violent end.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

she/her

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks pertain to Eleanore's hunting of irredeemable souls as a Nightkin and other such matters related to the Void, Voidsent, and her own unique nature.

parleying with her patron


This is, far and away, the most rare and difficult hook to utilize to start an RP.. but with a compelling and sensible premise or with enough time and effort made by your character to convince Eleanore, it's possible - and very intriguing a prospect!

As guarded as Eleanore is with her own nature, she's even more protective of any and all information related to her Patron, Lachesis. However, there may be certain circumstances where making introductions to the one whom saved her and freed her are required or unavoidable.

However, there is a possibility that one could encounter Lachesis ere ever meeting Eleanore. Up until very recently, the Voidsent called the extensive Gelmorran ruins beneath Portelaine Manor their home. To guard against the dangerous secrets and artifacts within the manor's bloody halls, the duty they chose to take in their ward's newfound freedom.

Perhaps they stumble upon Lachesis while raiding the long-abandoned ruins for plunder, or they are a curious soul that knows the strong arcane wards around the old Manor are but glowing signs announcing that something exciting and valuable must lie behind those doors.. they're likely in for a surprise.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks are those which have a specific focus on themes that are dark, heavy, and/or erotic.

For more details on my boundaries and preferences, here's the list.

blackmail bound


Generally speaking, this hook is a great way to set up a long term, recurring interaction or plotline between Eleanore and a character she might otherwise avoid.

She could potentially be either the blackmailed and blackmailer. For her part, her dealings with less than legal clientele and the associated laundering of their ill-gained coin would be quite persuasive. Of course, so too would be someone who discovers her more occult secrets.

Though likely a rarer scenario, she might hold something over your character's head to get something that she needs. Coin and goods to funnel into her clinic is an obvious choice, but she wouldn't be above using blackmail to coerce someone who preys upon the destitute to change their tune.

Additionally, the blackmail route also serves as a way to navigate around a situation where Eleanore might otherwise be driven to pursue a character with intent to hunt. Having something like evidence of her nature being held over her head will likely go quite a long way to convince her to back down. Perhaps even more compelling would be a threat of harm befalling her beloved patients.

But that blade can also cut both ways.

If Elle hunts someone, she typically does not do so until she collects evidence meant to confirm their guilt beyond reasonable doubt. (In her own eyes, at least.) If she were to have something equally damning to hold over your character's head in turn, it could mean a dynamic where both sides have a figurative blade held to the other's throat.. just waiting to see who flinches first.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

she/her

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks are those which have a specific focus on themes that are dark, heavy, and/or erotic.

For more details on my boundaries and preferences, here's the list.

avenging apparition


Perhaps her most unusual of all her unusual traits, Eleanore has the queer habit of not staying dead.

She's already experienced death a few times, mostly in her earlier days before she quite got the grasp of how to hunt properly. Even if not permanent, it's still a deeply unpleasant experience.. and one that she tries to avoid as much as possible. It also takes a great deal of time - and a prodigious amount of blood and aether - for Lachesis to weave the magicks to restore her false body.

The circumstances leading to this hook could vary widely. It could be the unfortunate consequences of a hunt gone wrong. Maybe she didn't quite convince that Voidhunter that she was worthy of being spared, or succeed in getting the Voidmage to renounce their pursuits. It could be as fantastical as another Voidsent thinking to make her a meal, only to be deeply disappointed to find her soul already spoken for. It could be as mundane as one of her criminal patients disliking her sharp tongue and calling her bluff.

Whatever the circumstance of her death might be, she will be back... and she holds grudges really well.


  •                   PRIOR DISCUSSION IS NON-NEGOTIABLE FOR THIS HOOK TO BE USED!                  
    I'm really picky about this hook for fairly obviously reasons. This hook is not to be used for snuff fetishes or grimdark torture porn. I am only interested in this as part of a story-driven plot or as a setup to an in-depth dynamic between characters.

    Therefore, before proceeding to make an attempt on Eleanore's life, you must tell me OOCly of your intentions to do so plainly and clearly and get my verbal consent to proceed. Otherwise, I reserve the right to end the scene immediately, if not skip straight to blacklist.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

she/her

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These hooks are those which have a specific focus on themes that are dark, heavy, and/or erotic.

For more details on my boundaries and preferences, here's the list.

rising from ruin


This isn't so much a hook as what I feel is an important OOC aside regarding dark/heavy themes that are a large part of Elle's character and how I prefer to approach them in writing.

Some of my favorite themes to write have always been the human capacity for resiliency and hope, rising above trauma, reclaiming one's agency and power, and healing. So, when I write dark and heavy themes, these are the lenses that I'm looking to write them through.

Elle was created in response to a lot of the anger and powerlessness I was feeling over real world affairs at that time. She was very much intended to be an outlet for me to work through those feelings creatively. Though she has since taken on life of her own beyond just "eat the bad guys," the real world and the people running it are still atrocious.. and I still have a lot of big feelings.

So, all that said, there is very little in terms of dark and heavy themes that I am personally averse to inclusion in a narrative.

The only caveats that I have are that I expect the following from anyone I write these themes with:

  • All writers participating must be age 21+ out-of-character.

  • All writers must be knowingly consenting to participation in the themes to be written.

  • I will not write these themes, even if not sexually explicit, with PCs or NPCs that are minors or minor-coded, such as Lalafell.

  • Any such off-screen actions taking place that involve underage characters should NOT be described in any detail and only ever mentioned in passing. I'd prefer they were excluded entirely, though.

  • All participants are treating the subject(s) with the appropriate respect and gravitas they deserve. Treating them as a "joke" or as "torture porn gooner bait" is the express lane to the blacklist.

  • Specifically regarding themes that involve sexual elements, please read through the F-list profile linked to the left before proceeding - most important being the 'No' list, of course.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These are the hooks that don't fit nicely in other categories or were more minor details that aren't full-blown hooks themselves.

anomalous aether


It seems like everyone these days has something weird, wacky, and wonderful going on with their aetheric signatures.. and Eleanore is no exception!

Jests aside, this is not meant to be a full hook itself that just leads to curious idle chit-chat. Rather, it's meant more as a stepping stone into a hook with more meat on its bones.

Those with some means of sensing others' aether might pick up that Eleanore's is not quite normal. It's seems to be something of a contradiction - but with the opposing sides in peaceful harmony with one another. Dark and Light, balance, with neither seeming to vie for dominance over the other.

Notably though, it most likely wouldn't jump right out to someone as being identifiably "Void-touched" in nature with its stability and harmony. At least, it wouldn't be obvious to any who aren't so experienced with and equipped for detecting even the faintest telltale touch of the Void. For such characters as Voidhunters, Voidmages, and other Voidsent and Void-touched, they might well recognize it.

What the everyday aetherologist might find more intriguing than its dual-but-not-dueling aspects is the way in which it functions. Normally, one's aether ebbs and flows through the day, expended through their activities and recovered through rest and repast.

However, Elle's only ever seems to be ever-so-slowly draining, like a tiny crack that is leaking water from a bucket. From moment to moment, it may be difficult to notice. From day to day and week to week, however, it becomes much more obvious. Likewise, there are times when it seems to have dwindled so low that one would be forgiven for thinking she was a ghost.

Yet the most curious of all is when she shows up not long after that with her aether brimming to full and practically glowing.. alongside the returned pep to her step and sanguine disposition.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

she/her

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hooks

Below are different ideas for more engaging starters and prompts that can be used to kickstart scenes. Also, if there's an idea that you have that isn't on the list, do please let me know! I love, love, love hearing others' ideas!




These are the hooks that don't fit nicely in other categories or were more minor details that aren't full-blown hooks themselves.

buoyant bookworm


There is little that Eleanore loves to do more in her free time than read. To say that she devours books like a woman starved would be an understatement. She flies through them like a woman possessed, and is right back at the shelves for another as soon as she finishes the last word.

Romances are by far her favorite genre to partake in.. the spicier and more rife with cliches and overdone tropes, the better! Tales of adventure and heroes with grand destinies are a close second, though.

However, that isn't to say she won't venture past her favorite genres. She'll gladly pick up anything that catches her eyes from medical reports and studies, world histories, encyclopedias.. No book is safe from her greedy little book gremlin hands.

If your character is a bookseller, fellow reader, or perhaps even an author, she will talk their ears off.

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

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ground rules

001


     must be 21+ ooc      

I feel most comfortable writing with those who are 21+ in age due to many of the themes likely to come in RP with Elle. No offense to younger writers meant!

002


     minor/minor-coded ocs      

I will not write mature or dark themes with characters who are minors or written/designed to be minor-coded, including Lalafell. Nor do I associate with those who choose to do so with others.

003


     hate has no place here      

Bigotry will NOT be tolerated. Racists, homo- and transphobes, misogynists, TERFs, ableists, and spineless cowards who give bigots a pass instead of checking their asses.. Go fuck yourselves!

004


     not all kink is good kink      

DNI if you engage in/are friendly with those who engage in kinks like raceplay/QoS or pedophilia, or if you use transphobic terms (i.e. "futa, f+, shemale") to refer to your or others' characters.


daring to set boundaries is about

having the courage to love ourselves.

005


     ic and ooc boundaries      

I am not Elle and she is not me. Her thoughts and feelings are not my own. If you cannot maintain and respect IC/OOC boundaries, please steer clear!

006


     ooc flirting/sexting      

I am NOT interested in romantic and/or sexual advances that are OOC in nature. You do you, I don't pay your sub. But if I tell you to back off and you persist, to blist horny jail you shall go.

007


     chill ooc vibes only      

Writing is the hobby that I use as an escape from real world stress. If you add to that stress by being clingy, manipulative, constantly trauma dumping, etc., we just are not gonna be compatible.

008


     spelling & grammar      

I don't demand anything even resembling perfection! However, an excess of spelling and major grammatical errors will make it pretty tough to keep me engaged in a scene.

 

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chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

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thirties

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about the writer

 

Hey there, gamers!

You can call me eepy, or you can just stick to Elle! My pronouns are she/her.

I'm a goofy chaos gremlin in my thirties, of which more than 20 of those have been spent RPing in some form or fashion. I cut my teeth on MSN Messenger and chatroom RP, moved onto forums like Gaia Online, and then finally made the hop to FFXIV RP back around Patch 2.2!

I've always loved writing, especially when done collaboratively! As many stories as I have in me to tell, none have ever been more fulfilling than those I've written with others over the years.

If you are of a like mind and Eleanore has caught your eye, then please let me know so that we can chat about setting something up together!

As harsh as I might come off at times in my rules, I am but a goofy goober who likes to play fantasy Barbie dolls with her friends.

To that point, I am an absolute weenie with RSD. I'm working on it, but most times, the thought of sending that first /tell alone is enough to make my heart pound and my stomach feel like it's turning inside out. :')

So, more often than not, I just let RP come to me.. while I stare longingly at all the OCs that I'd love to write with someday.

 


storytelling is the most powerful way

of putting ideas into the world.

 

     time zone      

Central U.S.

From November to March, that'll be GMT -6 (CST).

From March to November, that'll be GMT -5 (CDT).

     availability      

Weeknights: 5:00 -10:00PM.
Weekends: 10:00AM onwards.

Scheduling for a specific day/time is greatly preferred whenever possible!

Discord RP is also a possibility if our schedules don't align!

     post length      

In private, one-on-one RP, I tends towards 2-3 paragraphs.

In group and/or public scenarios, I try to keep things around 1 paragraph at most.

Ultimately, though, I'm flexible and happy to mirror!

     post speed      

Unfortunately, ADHD does tend to impact my responses, especially in evenings when my meds are wearing off.

I make every effort to be speedy, but replies typically range from 10-20 minutes.


     lore compliance      

I prefer to stick to lore, but I'm not lore strict - especially in places where the canon is silent or unclear.

Open to characters, head cannons, and concepts that generally fit well with the spirit of the game's setting.

     canon characters      

I'm not actively looking for RP with any canon characters or Warrior of Light OCs in Eleanore's "canon" continuity.

I am potentially open to AU scenarios, however!

     sexual roleplay      

Greatly enjoyed, but it's not a main focus or a must-have!

Equally okay with FTB!

Here's the list, folks. Please don't be holier-than-thou about it, and definitely don't be an ooc sexpest either.

     dark/heavy themes      

Elle was made to explore such themes, especially through the lens of resiliency, rising above trauma, and healing.

Narratively, there's little that I'm averse to by way of theme as long as all are consenting adults and treating the subject with appropriate gravitas.

 


good storytelling reveals meaning

without committing the error of defining it.

 

     what i am looking for..      

 

  • STORY DRIVEN - This is the TOP thing I look for in any RP, whether a long-term dynamic or just a one-off for ERP. You could say that I want something to.. sink my teeth into. :v

    The 'story' doesn't have to be super deep, especially for those one-and-done scenes! I'm just begging you, let's set the bar higher than 'they idly chit-chat in the Quicksand'..

  • CHARACTER FOCUSED - I love learning more about our characters through the situations we put them in! Give me all the little details. What they're thinking, feeling, how they grow and change.. I will eat that up and ask for seconds!

    This is moreso important to long term dynamics, but also greatly appreciated in shorter or one shot scenarios!

  • COLLABORATIVE WRITERS - I love working together to move scenes and dynamics forward. Those who will 'Yes, and..' or 'No, but..' with me in a scene and who will take turns at the steering wheel are my favorite people to write with!

  • ANTAGONISTIC DYNAMICS - By daylight, Eleanore is sugar sweet and tends to get along with most anyone.. but I'd love to explore more dynamics that aren't friendly, or even civil.

    Whether it's just two clashing personalities forced into each other's company by circumstance or a high stakes, life-or-death game of cat and mouse, let me have it!

  • COMMUNICATION - I'm horrendously oblivious to subtle hints, so partners who communicate openly and plainly about what they want, their boundaries, etc. are greatly appreciated!

    Also, please know that you are 100% safe to tell me if at any point you're no longer interested in continuing - even in the middle of a scene! We've all been there!

    My promise is this: No grudges, no uncomfy questions, and only well-wishes for your future RP endeavors!

     what i will pass on..      

 

  • STRAIGHT TO SHIPPING - I will be totally honest.. I have never enjoyed a long-term ship that was planned before the OCs ever met or only shortly thereafter.

    If what you're after is romance, just know it won't come quick and easy. I am the end boss of slow-burners. I will gleefully bask in the 'Will they? Won't they?' for months, if not years, until it naturally clicks into place ICly.

  • STRICTLY SMUT - I love writing erotica as much as the next degenerate, but I get bored of it really quickly if it is all or a majority of what we write together. Let's aim for no more than a 50-50 substance-to-smut balance!

    Exceptions might be made for those we-only-RP-once-every-four-to-six-business-weeks partners if the IC chemistry is there, but no promises. My ERP novelty timer is finicky.

  • TORTURE PORN - As mentioned, I enjoy writing dark, heavy, and horror themes! However, just the same as with smut, too much grimdark spoils the broth.

    Stories that never or only seldomly seem to have any light at the end of the tunnel aren't something that I'm interested in. Characters should have victories and moments of light and levity. As in all things, balance!

  • PURPLE PROSE - I love well-written prose, but I don't love needing a thesaurus and/or a doctorate in literary analysis to decode all the symbolism and archaic synonyms in your post. I will take rough-and-ready substance over grandiloquent, euphuistic disquisition any day of the week!

  • OOC DRAMA - I make a point of it to stay as far out of the community drama and rumor mill as possible these days. So, I'll pass on RP partners who want to gossip, shit on the players/tropes/etc. they don't like, police who I can/cannot interact with, and are generally just Mean Girls adjacent.

    That said, my definition of "drama" does NOT include harm inflicted on others, i.e. bigotry, stalking, harassment, etc. If someone I'm interacting with is harmful, then please know that I've done so unknowingly and kindly let me know.

 

player name

chaoticsleepy ‹eepy›

age

thirties

pronouns

she/her

timezone

central ‹na›


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